False starts and stumbling around my murky thoughts, at times my focus and purpose with this “writing career” is crystal, to be the harshest critic and loudest heckler my very own self is easier. That repetitive own worst enemy scenario is a habit to break; a positive state of being is preferred.
Any age is a growth stage; mistakes are part of an evolution to an improved state of being. One positive perspective is looking at what I can use for character development, descriptions, including those of physical movements and dialogue construction.
Which makes me pause and whisper to myself, because I’M A STORYTELLER, because I’M A WRITER, so even this healing period can be productive in a way, and not as much of a set back as I first perceived.